Kicking and screaming, I've been trying to focus myself, I'm hitting this point where I know what I need to do, but it's still a month away and so my mind is trying to find other things to focus my passion on and the things that it comes up with are troubling to me. My mind is trying to bring back old feelings, it's trying to build feelings with someone who is taken...The only place I've been able to find peace is in my dark living room with my guitar...Everything and everywhere else just resonates everything going on in my mind.
I want to quiet the noise, but I don't know how. I know that I have friends who are there to listen and I would love to talk this out with someone, but I don't know how to get this stuff out. I can't blog it, and I don't know how to talk about it...
I need some kind of mentor/guide person again. I remember back when Rybarczyk and I would meet on a weekly basis and just talk; I miss that, his wisdom and advice were priceless. He always new what to say, like he's been there and knows what it's like.
Anyway, I am going to my dark place to be at peace. Pray for me please.
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